did you ever see that one person, and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much. so much like choking down the embers of a great blaze. it's the moment when your eyes seem to spread asperations. and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. you let this one person come down, on the most perfect moment. and it breaks my heart, to know, the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what i'll never have. for as much as i love autumn, i'm giving myself to ashes. ©©©©©